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This Time Imperfect

Sat Jan 17, 2004, 6:34 PM
We held hands on the last night on earth, our mouths filled with dust. We kissed in the fields and under trees,
screaming like dogs, bleeding dark into the leaves. It was empty on the edge of town, but we knew everyone floated along the bottom of the river. So we walked through the waste where the road curved into the sea and the shattered seasons lay, and the bitter smell of burning was on you like a disease. In our cancer of passion you said,"Death is a midnight runner." The sky had come crashing down like the news of an intimate suicide. We picked up the shards and formed them into shapes of stars that wore like an antique wedding dress. The echos of the past broke the hearts of the unborn as the ferris wheel silently slowed to a stop. The few insects skittered away in hopes of a better past time. I kissed you at the apex of the maelstrom and asked if you would accompany me in a quick fall, but you made realize that my ticket wasn't good for two. I rode alone. You said "The cinders are falling like snow." There is poetry in despair, and we sang with unrivaled beauty, bitter elegies of savagery and eloquence. Of blue and grey. Strange, we ran down desperate streets and carved our names in the flesh of the city. The sun has stagnated somewhere beyond the rim of the horizon and the darkness is a mystery of curves and lines. Still, we lay under the emptiness and drifted slowly outward, and somewhere in the wilderness we found salvation scratched into the earth like a message.



I cannot leave here, I cannot stay
Forever haunted, more than afraid
Asphyxiate on words I would say
I'm drawn to a blackened sky as I turn blue.

There are no flowers
No, not this time
There'll be no angels gracing the lines
Just these stark words I find
I'd show a smile, but I'm too weak
I'd share with you could I only speak
Just how much this hurts me.

I cannot stay here, I cannot leave
Just like all I've loved, I'm make-believe
Imagine hard, I disappear
Seems...
No one will appear here and make me real.

There are no flowers
No, not this time
There'll be no angels gracing the lines
Just these stark words I find
I'd show a smile, but I'm too weak
I'd share with you could I only speak
Juat how much this hurts me.


I'd tell you how it haunts me
I'd tell you how it haunts me
Cuts through my days and seeps into my dreams
I'd tell you how it haunts me
Cuts through my days and seeps into my dreams
You don't care that it haunts me.

There are no flowers
No, not this time
There'll be no angels gracing the lines
Just these stark words I find
I'd show a smile, but I'm too weak
I'd share with you could I only speak
Just how much this hurts me
Just how much this hurts me
Just how much you...

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  • Current Residence: In a black sticky mass of sickness
  • Interests: Music, art, nursing... sleep, I like sleep...
  • Favourite movie: Beetlejuice, Donnie Darko, The Cabinate of Dr. Caligari, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
  • Favourite band or musician: Boucing Souls, The Misfits, Rise Against, Kill Hannah, My Chemical Romance, The Banner, David Bowie
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, Punk Rock, Post-hardcore
  • Favourite artist: Henri de Toulouse-Lautrec
  • Favourite poet or writer: JD Salinger
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod
  • Favourite cartoon character: Pepper Ann
  • Personal Quote: You don't get what you deserve. You get what you have the strength to fight for.
  • Tools of the Trade: Canvas, paint brush, pencil, paper

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Comments


:icontaintedeternity:
well i just came accross your page and thought i would comment you got some great stuff here and well im adding you to my watch so please keep it coming...and sorry to hear about your family....dont worry as much as people hide it we all hate our families...or maybe thats just me?

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what i was and what i am will always be different then what i will become.
:iconsix-feet-under:
i just saw your "not trendy" picture so i decided to check out your page, and what do you know, the first thing is see is... BOOBS!
rather shocking.
i do love taking back sunday with all my soul.
"and i'm not so sure...if i'm sure of anything anymore...
but this is the last night... that you'll be keeping secrets from me..."
sorry i'm a spaz...
well, hello and goodbye!
have a lovely day

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:"if you read, you will judge":
read it. judge it. comment on it.
~six-feet-under
:icontruly-devoted:
:D (Big Grin) just wanted to say i love love love your icon...hehe...:D (Big Grin)
:iconsc0pe:
congratulations with your nipples ;) (Wink)
great works

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portfolio---> [link]
:iconkagrmom:
Just floating by (don't mind me). Saw you listed and it was interesting that you had your nipples pierced and didn't say...........YIKES!!!!!!!
What a woman!!
Love your stuff...........if you'll pardon the intrusion.
Bye I'll be in touch!!!
If you get the chance.......you might check my side of the universe.

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mari



A man's home is his castle.....let him clean it........anon
:iconsnowy989:
Just making my rounds, thought I'd stop by and see how you are doing.

Peace,
Chloe

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Friend of DA Pride *dapride

:iconsnowy989: loves :iconperfectsliver:
:iconaznbmxboy:
XD thanks for adding my painting to your faves.

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~ R I D E B M X ~
".. if the bikes fits .."
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:iconprincesskita:
Thank you so much for your comment on "Its what it is" What you said was truly appreciated.
:iconperfectsliver:
just stopin by to say hey! hows it going?

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consequences dictate. our course of action. and it doesn’t matter what’s right. it’s only wrong if you get caught. - tool

lost my innocence to a no good girl - smashing pumpkins

oh girl. your so hot that when you walk you melt snow - billy talent
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